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Created on 2008-02-26 03:50:14 (#15024103), last updated 2009-11-15
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Basic Info| Name: | 4NutritDestruit |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-17 |
BioAge: 21
Height: 5'6"
Weight: 123
Heighest Weight: 138
Lowest Weight: 105
Goal Weight: 100-95
Favorite Food: Sushi
Favorite Drink: Water, milk, green tea.
Favorite Exercise: Running or Pilates
Thinspo: Victoria's Secret magazines, Eva Longoria Parker, Victoria Beckham.
Where Do You Slip Up?: When my husband is around all day. Most of the time we are only together for dinner so it's okay, but Sundays are difficult because he is around me all day and he knows all about my issues so he asks a lot of questions.
When Did It Start?: Sophomore year of high school, I was almost 16 when it became a problem.
Why Did It Start?: I think mostly because I'm a control freak and I wanted to be able to control how my body looked. Also, I hate the idea that boys look at girls all the time, so I at least wanted to be able to know that if my boyfriend was looking at another girl he would be thinking how much better I look than them.
Does Anyone Know?: My husband thinks that it is a thing of the past. Now he thinks that I am just very health conscious and staying in the gym. Other than him, NO ONE knows.
Do You Want Help?: No
Diet Pills?: Sometimes
Favorite Binge Food: White Chocolate Covered Pretzels or PB&J Sandwiches.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day?: On a good day, around 400. If I'm hanging out with my husband part of the day, closer to 800-1000.
What Tips Do You Use To Loose Weight?: I find a lot of distractions, work hard on school work, work a lot. I have 2 jobs and I'm a full time college student. Go to the gym when I'm hungry, workout when I'm bored and feel a binge coming on...
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror?: Love handles... belly fat... yuck. Why does my husband want to be with me?!
Are You In A Relationship?: Yes
If So, Do They Pressure You To Be Thin?: Never directly. He always tells me I'm too thin, blah blah blah, but of course he is going to say that. I know that he enjoys me being thin.
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends?: They say I'm the thin one, I feel like middle.
Are You Depressed?: It's situational. Or daily. Some days make everything worth it. So nah, I would not say I am depressed, just emotional and desperate.
Do You Self Harm?: No but I used to.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide?: No
Ever Been To A Psychologist? : No
Height: 5'6"
Weight: 123
Heighest Weight: 138
Lowest Weight: 105
Goal Weight: 100-95
Favorite Food: Sushi
Favorite Drink: Water, milk, green tea.
Favorite Exercise: Running or Pilates
Thinspo: Victoria's Secret magazines, Eva Longoria Parker, Victoria Beckham.
Where Do You Slip Up?: When my husband is around all day. Most of the time we are only together for dinner so it's okay, but Sundays are difficult because he is around me all day and he knows all about my issues so he asks a lot of questions.
When Did It Start?: Sophomore year of high school, I was almost 16 when it became a problem.
Why Did It Start?: I think mostly because I'm a control freak and I wanted to be able to control how my body looked. Also, I hate the idea that boys look at girls all the time, so I at least wanted to be able to know that if my boyfriend was looking at another girl he would be thinking how much better I look than them.
Does Anyone Know?: My husband thinks that it is a thing of the past. Now he thinks that I am just very health conscious and staying in the gym. Other than him, NO ONE knows.
Do You Want Help?: No
Diet Pills?: Sometimes
Favorite Binge Food: White Chocolate Covered Pretzels or PB&J Sandwiches.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day?: On a good day, around 400. If I'm hanging out with my husband part of the day, closer to 800-1000.
What Tips Do You Use To Loose Weight?: I find a lot of distractions, work hard on school work, work a lot. I have 2 jobs and I'm a full time college student. Go to the gym when I'm hungry, workout when I'm bored and feel a binge coming on...
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror?: Love handles... belly fat... yuck. Why does my husband want to be with me?!
Are You In A Relationship?: Yes
If So, Do They Pressure You To Be Thin?: Never directly. He always tells me I'm too thin, blah blah blah, but of course he is going to say that. I know that he enjoys me being thin.
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends?: They say I'm the thin one, I feel like middle.
Are You Depressed?: It's situational. Or daily. Some days make everything worth it. So nah, I would not say I am depressed, just emotional and desperate.
Do You Self Harm?: No but I used to.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide?: No
Ever Been To A Psychologist? : No
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